Never Have I Ever Review

Title: Never Have I Ever

Author: Sara Shepard

Release Date: 29^th Sept 2011

Publisher: Harper

Not long ago I had everything a girl could wish for: amazing friends, an adorable boyfriend, a loving family. But none of them know that I’m gone – that I’m dead. To solve my murder, my long-lost twin sister, Emma, has taken my place. And now my killer is watching her every move.

I remember little from my life, so all I can do is follow along as Emma tries to solve the mystery of my disappearance. But the deeper she digs, the more suspects she uncovers. It turns out my friends and I played a lot of games – games that ruined people’s lives.

Anyone could want revenge... anyone could want me –and now Emma – dead.

As Emma takes on her dead twin sister’s life to try and find out who killed her, she struggles to keep her lives separate. Falling for Ethan only makes her life more difficult as she tries to maintain Sutton’s status as Queen Bee. Can Emma eliminate all the suspects before she herself becomes a victim?

I really enjoyed this book and although it took me a while to read it, it was definitely worth it. Emma is still struggling to find her sister’s killer but by the end of the book there are more suspects than ever! An unexpected character appears at the end and definitely adds more excitement and anticipation to the next book (which I have already ordered from the library and can’t wait to read!)

The comments made by Sutton throughout the book remind us of the girl’s unusual relationship and allow us a slight insight into her personal life which isn’t tinged by others jealousy or admiration.

As Emma begins to get closer to Sutton’s dad and Sutton’s sister, both twins realise how good Sutton’s life was before she died and just how much she has lost. However, as Emma delves deeper into Sutton’s life, it is clear that she had many enemies, but Sara Shepard keeps the reader on edge, not revealing which of these characters are capable of murder and blackmail and who Emma can actually trust.

Once again, Sara Shepard’s writing style still reminded me of the book ‘The Time of the Ghost’ by Diana Wynne Jones (as mentioned in my review for book one in this series ‘The Lying Game’) as she captures the mystery surrounding each character and how they relate to the girls’ lives wonderfully. It can take a while for the characters to form themselves as individuals as Emma knows very little about them and so the reader is placed in the same situation as Emma, getting to know the characters gradually, at face value. Sutton struggles just as much as Emma to work out the circumstances of her death. It is frustrating that Sutton can’t communicate with her twin, not to help her unravel the mystery but to offer her support. Although Emma has the love of many characters who think she is Sutton, there is only Ethan who truly understands her situation. However, even their relationship suffers when Emma is concerned that things may become too complicated if they get too close. Everyone thinks that Emma is Sutton and Sutton would never have dated someone like Ethan!

I would recommend this book and I just hope that the plot doesn’t become too complicated within the next book, ‘Two Truths and a Lie’.  While I still feel like Emma isn’t much closer to finding Sutton’s killer, I don’t feel like Sara Shepard is dragging out the story, in fact, the tale just becomes more intriguing. I haven’t read any of Sara Shepard’s other series but I have heard that they are really brilliant and I look forward to giving them a go after this series!

4.5/5 The story just gets more interesting!