Missing Ellen Review

Title: Missing Ellen

Author: Natasha Mac a’Bhaird

Release Date: 7^th October 2013

Publisher: O’Brien Press

‘sometimes it feels like I’m the one who’s missing. I’m like a ghost looking on at everything that’s happening and not really a part of it at all.’

Ellen and Maggie have been best friends for as long as they can remember – sharing clothes, passions and secrets. But now Ellen’s not there and Maggie’s left alone. Looking back over the events before Ellen’s disappearance, Maggie tries to make sense of her friend’s actions. At school and at home, she feels no one understands what she is going through – except maybe Liam, the boy next door who has always had feelings for Ellen.

Ellen has gone... can Maggie cope without her best friend?

This book is written with the past running alongside the present. Maggie's letters to Ellen explain what is happening after Ellen has left and the rest of the novel gives us an insight into what happened previous to this.

I really didn’t see this ending coming! Throughout the novel, Ellen is simply referred to as 'missing'. The title of the book offers two meanings, Ellen is missing (she is Missing Ellen) and Maggie is 'Missing Ellen'.

The novel also offers us the stories of two characters as well as that of past and present. We are shown the disastrous life of Ellen and her dysfunctional family, her fascination with boys and lack of interest in how her actions affect others. In complete contrast to this, there is Maggie, a young girl in no hurry to grow up, who just wants to enjoy herself at the local disco but who gets dragged into trouble by her best friend. Even with Ellen gone, Maggie struggles to deal with life without her friend, determined to be loyal to Ellen even if this challenges her own happiness.

I had a friend like Ellen when I was younger (in fact we are still friends now) and I know how Maggie feels about being treated second best to her friend's newest romance. However, despite always being treated this way, Maggie feels compelled to support her friend and this is why what happens to Ellen is so distressing for her, she feels that she should have supported her friend better, maybe even 'seen it coming'. Maggie's character is really likeable and at the beginning of the novel, so is Ellen's, as they are both teenage girls having a good time. However, Ellen's erratic behaviour and apparent disregard for her friend's feelings meant that she simply became more irritating as the book went on. This didn't mean I felt any less upset at the end (you really need to read the book to find out what happens), as I had sympathised with Maggie throughout and so felt her pain (yes, there were tears!).

While I don't feel like the novel preached, it does contain a lot of lessons in common sense. It deals with families, friends, alcohol, relationships, school and growing up in a really serious way. Allowing Maggie to tell her story instead of Ellen adds another layer to the tale, allowing readers to see how she feels.

I think that different readers will all take something different from this novel, as I said, I had a friend like this in high school and so understood Maggie's point of view. But those who behave/d more like Ellen in their youth might sympathise more with her character and feel lucky that their story didn't end like hers.

5/5 Emotionally compelling and haunting, right to the end.

With many thanks to O’Brien Press for sending me a copy of the book.